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Name: Ammar
Location: New Jersey, United States
Birthday: 11/26/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Playing guitar, lifting, hanging with my friends, hanging with my girl...and of course, JIU JITSU!
Expertise: psshhh mad shit yo...mad shit.... check it out its kirby...sort of (>._.)> ....ok not really
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  Spideyguy77
Member Since:
10/14/2002
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| Im still alive....and thats really all thats new with me. 
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| Your quiz/exam whatever it was was total ASS. And not like a really cute girl with a bubble butt type of ass but like fat plumber ass with cellulite and dingleberries. I studied alot for that exam but apparently it wasnt good enough cause I have to be an expert on shit you didnt even go over in class or in your notes. This sucks.
OK enough venting....dont take the FU personally, I didn't really mean it. I guess I just wasn't an EXPERT on the material. I'll know better for next time. This is like the total opposite of the physio quiz where I felt really good about it. Whatever, first week of quizzes are over with.
So I met this 3rd yr student who trains BJJ also, hes a purple belt and hes got some mats at his place to train and stuff, thats really cool man. He gave me the heads up on some school nearby which was really great cuz I was worried about finding a school down here. I dont want my BJJ edjucation to be stopped or put on hold now. So Ill probably check out this one school he told me of which is like 15 minutes from my place. Word up. I just have to figure out how Im gonna pay for this....hehe. I fucking hate moneys.
Im glad I have BJJ and the gym though. You really need some kind of release and ways to get your mind off of school, cuz otherwise youd be engulfed in studying all day. These things keep me sane and focused. Oh yeah, and I can't forget my guitars, I find that Ive been playing more recently that I have before, just cuz it helps me cool off my brain after studying alot. Im glad because all these things are good constructive things. Drinking helps me cool off to...but thats not as constructive ;)
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| So any of my friends will tell you, I'm a real energetic, spontaneous, crazy, annoying, funny, and just plain stupid character. I dunno, when Im around good friends its like Im on cocaine or something, my energy level just spikes, and its great.
If anyone at all has been reading my last couple posts (I doubt it) you would know that I just started med school. It's a whole new experience for me, and Im enjoying it, I really am. I feel like I'm taking steps toward my goal of being a doctor, like I'm slowly being immersed into this pool known as medicine. Also, Im meeting all my fellow classmates. I haven't met everyone, but I'm sure I will, its a very small class of only about 108 ppl. Thats cool too, everyone is really friendly and easy to talk to.
There's just one problem. Me. I dunno if its the new environment or just not knowing anybody, but I feel like my usual spontaneous crazy self is on the back burner. Im meeting ppl but its like I'm toning myself down. haha, I dunno, I guess I feel like if ppl knew some of the stupid shit I do with my friends on the regular they'd look at me weird. But thats me, so I shouldnt be ashamed of showing it, right? Maybe this whole process takes time. Thats what Claudia told me. Maybe after a couple of weeks Ill open up more. I just hate being this - for lack of a better word - boring guy. I love life and the energy it brings and I love sharing that with people. Some people can do that with anyone, even people they just met. I guess I can't. It must take time to evolve. I'll end my rant here. Peash!
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| Wow, its only the second day and already it feels like I'm falling behind....
Well, the good news is everyone else feels this way too! lol, so at least I know I'm not alone =)
BTW, I've been meaning to update this thing more than I am, but as you can imagine, I got alot of other stuff to take care of, but I'll try to give xanga some more love ;)
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| So today was my first day of orientation at UMDNJ. I've been doing my thing meeting people, mingling and such. Suffice to say everyone I've talked to are real nice, I think I'm gonna have a good time going here =). I just came back from an orientation bbq though and I'm pooped. Yeah, I just wanna chillax right now...gotta be up early tomorrow, orientation continues at 830am sharp. I'm really excited about this year. Excited and nervous. I hope this experience will help me to grow into a better person. I'm sure it will. This week begins the next chapter of my life, lets hope its a good one!
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